Thursday, January 27, 2011

Nip/Tuck, Botox, Facelift

My etsy page had a little work done today and she recovered seamlessly! Take a look at her new "details."

http://www.etsy.com/shop/BarelySewn?ga_search_query=barelysewn&ga_search_type=seller_usernames

I made my second pillowcase too.  It's crocheted on one side and has an awesome yellow fabric on the other. Sewn by my own two hands...so precious.

I know the etsy thing gets a little old guys but this is something I'm really crazy about and I'm so happy to actually be putting my ideas out there. Everyone that has supported me thus far, thank you.

Just so you all know, I actually applied for a couple of jobs today! Wahoo! That's a total of 3 I've applied for and really, really would love to have and 2 that would be fun to have but might not pay the bills. Fingers crossed.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

The Downside of "Sunny-Side Up"

Did you know:
          "Many vegetarians look to eggs as a source of protein, since no animal has to die to supply the product.  But perhaps there is a fate worse than death, such as the short, miserable existence of "battery" hens.  These naturally active birds are crammed into small cages for life, cruelly debeaked, and starved for periods of time to manipulate egg production.  They become completely stressed-out and often develop diseases such as cancer.  In addition, after being imprisoned for a year or two in this way, they are slaughtered as soon as their egg production stops.  Contrary to popular belief, free-range hens don't have it much better.
          To vegans, therefore, the most compelling reason to give up eggs is often an ethical one, but there are a number of health reasons as well.  Bacteria such as salmonella, poisonous ammonia fumes, and high doses of antibiotics can be passed into the eggs.  In addition, an average egg contains more than 200 milligrams of cholesterol and is about 70% fat.  In fact, the yolk of a chicken egg is one of the densest concentrations of animal fat there is.  At the same time, albumin, which is concentrated animal protein, can leach the calcium out of your bones."
First of all, NOT NICE!
Secondly, eww and what the hell?!
Well thank you 'Vegan Planet' cookbook for that intense piece of information.

With all that being said, Mandy and I wanted to have 'Upside Down Day' for dinner, which to rich, cold lunch kids means, breakfast for dinner, VEGAN STYLE!
We made vegan quiche and a potato recipe Mandy had on hand. Wow, I mean wow, delicious! (In my best trannie voice)
The quiche was made using Ener-G Egg replacer. We layered Daiya cheddar cheese, baked asparagus, roasted red bell peppers, and onions, then topped it off with the egg replacer. Bake until the crust is golden brown. DING! It was so simple and really delicious. We could only find a graham cracker pie crust and although it was rather sweet it oddly enough went fairly well with everything else.

I'm not one of those vegans that wants to push my beliefs on others, I simply just want to show people that you can have really great food, without any harm to animals, and hands down, it's healthier. People always say "Oh, you can't have that can you?" and although very annoying, my response has always been "I actually don't want it."
These animals deserve to live their lives, live without being tortured by cruel, absolutely insane, heartless, and unethical human beings, they deserve to just be.
If you're interested in being vegan but aren't sure you have the tools or the drive to do it, do what I did, watch some of the PETA videos... http://www.peta.org/   Be a part of it! You don't have to be outrageous, do this for you and for the animals. What kind of asshole eats a lamb anyways?
As Ellen always says, Be Kind to One Another.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Think crooked?

I can't think straight these days, well maybe I should just say these past two days.  I saw Black Swan yesterday, man what a really intense movie that was! yikes! I noticed I was tensed up the whole movie, fists clenched, legs flexed, I left feeling worn out.  On my way home from dropping Aubrey off I realized, I'm very stressed out and that movie brought it all out. My body is sore all over from stress, my mind is constantly going, constantly thinking, I started crying uncontrollably.  Ever have that time when your mind just won't stop?  Oh my god, JUST STOP please, pretty please? I'm thinking about jobs, what I want from myself, if I'll actually be able to move out, do I take jobs I don't really want for the money, I should be crocheting, I should be making my button plugs, I should be working towards a bigger goal.... I'm just always thinking. Shit, this would wear anyone out.

So I stopped to think some more, really Tiffany? really? idiot! I need to realize I have only two arms and two legs, I can only do so much. One thing at a time, do what's most important first, and when I'm done with that, do what's next.  I know, this sounds very juvenile, everyone knows that's how it works, so do I.  I just needed the reminder, I needed to remind myself to take it easy on myself.  I tend to be a little too hard on myself.  I knew I was pushing the "real job" hunting to the side because I've NEVER done something like that before, it felt great. But I knew that when it really hit me it would hit me hard, I was just hoping it wouldn't?  haha.  I needed to sacrifice some time with some really important people so I could get some of this clutter cleared out of my mind and start to feel like I was heading in a direction, any direction really, lol, start feeling like myself.

Last night I tried to meditate for a little while, jesus that shit is hard.  I'll try again tonight, I think I will really benefit from the time to quiet my mind, focus my thoughts and really learn to feel and hear myself, to quiet everything else so I can hear all my thoughts clearly, concisely; they all need their chance to be heard in the whirl wind and tornado that is my head.

One day at a time. Today I feel better, except something I ate upset my stomach.  One day at a time.
Hi, my name is Tiffany, and I'm a stress addict.

On another note: on etsy they do 'How-Tuesday'.  Here's a really cute and quick article on how to make your own little mittens... http://www.etsy.com/storque/how-to/how-tuesday-quick-mittens-11614/?ref=fp_blog_image
And while you're there, check out my stuff, I listed a few more button plugs today, they're pretty cute and colorful... http://www.etsy.com/people/BarelySewn

I hope everyone is well. Until next time.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Hump Day.

Get your filthy mind out of the gutter... it's Wednesday, Miércoles, Mercredi, 水曜日, Τετάρτη!  You know what's great about Wednesday? Three things... Celebrity Rehab with Dr. Drew, Top Chef, and most importantly, Modern Family --- seriously my new favorite show on TV.  Ai ai ai ai.  I suck at life.  


Last night I was telling Aubrey, my gf, about a pretty bizarre dream I had a couple nights earlier...  In the dream Mandy, sis, had her 3rd baby as planned, great! wonderful! All of a sudden I had a baby... huh...and it's my mom's and stepdad's...but it's MY baby, but it's theirs, but it's MINE. I'm so confused. The baby is ugly too; I'm just being honest guys, I've never even seen a baby look like this in real life so stop looking at me like I'm an asshole, k. So Mandy got tons and tons of stuff for her baby, got a baby shower, everything... I got nothing. Nothing, I had no blankets, no clothes, no diapers for my baby and I was very upset, upset at mom for not helping me the way she helped Mandy with her baby. (I knew this sounded crazy when I was telling Aubrey and Mandy about it but now that I'm typing it for others to read I'm really feeling off my rocker.) Well and then it ends. So.... First thing first, there is no sibling rivalry, none what so ever. I consulted with my dream therapist, and Mandy had nothing to offer but laughing. Lovely, thanks babe. Aubrey found a site for me to look at and I could really only search for "baby" ... how was I going to search for 'kind of parent's baby'? What I found is most interesting...  
       Baby
To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings.  Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential.  The dream may serve as a reminder that it is time for you to pick up that old interest, hobby, or project again.

Slammin! I'm loving what the baby represents and I find it quite fun.  I'm still looking for that hidden potential with these new endeavors and paths.  I'm already diving back into old interests, hobbies and projects...perfect.  :)

So that's that. My weird dream. 

I have an overwhelming want to go shopping, to spend money I don't necessarily have.  Why does it always happen like that?  I'm going anyways!   ¡agarre el día!

Adios,
Tiffany

p.s.-- oh yeah, I'm taking free spanish lessons on a podcast, please share any potentially helpful spanish!

Monday, January 10, 2011

New, Newer, Newest

I'm not sure what that title means... hmmm.

Well hi, I'm Tiffany.  I set this blog up initially so I could sell and market some of the crafty things I make, but the more I thought about it, I thought it would be great to also blog about other aspects of my life.

Allow me to introduce myself and give you a little background.  I just recently moved back home to Colorado after living in NYC for 3 1/2 years.  While in NYC I worked as veterinary technician and loved my job very much. I ALSO got a sewing machine for one of my birthdays from mom.  ahh mom.  I little by little created things for myself but rarely for others, I'd like to say that was my choice, but no one was interested honestly.  AND I decided to go vegan while living there.  So life was good except for one thing...my family was back in Colorado, my nephews were growing up, my family spending quality time together without me, I felt like I was missing out on something great.  I decided to move back but under one condition to myself, that I wouldn't come back and go right back into the same work that although I loved I was very tired of doing.  DONE!  So I'm here and loving every single second of it.  I've been creating and crafting and things are going really well, I use well loosely.

I made that one condition for myself because I look around from time to time at other people, people that actually like their job.  People that don't come home and bitch about it, people that take pride in and are genuinely happy to be doing what they're doing for money.  Why can't that be me? And on top of that why can't I be good at it?  Why can't I make the money I want to make doing what I want to do?  So I'm going for it; if I fail then I fail but I can't say I didn't try.  I'm out there, I'm doing what I want to and I'm loving it, the money is the only part missing.  haha!  Money isn't everything and I do mean that when I say it; I do however want to move out on my own and out of my mom and stepdad's basement in the near future so I'll be heading out to look for a good old fashion job just like everyone else.  BUT my condition still lies and I want to love where I work again.  Wish me luck!
Cheers.